Uppers, Downers, Thinkers, and I-Thoughters

I'm thinking about getting back into drawing and art. It's been so long since I've really had time or inspiration to draw anything. I remember the times when I was drawing something almost everyday, and being inspired to write even the most trivial of poetry. Where does the muse fly?
I bet my muse is like the Muse from Dogma - cute, quirky, with a witty sense of right and wrong. Not to mention an awesome stripper.
Anyways, if I could find something I'd want to draw, I'd do it. I have my internets and scanner back, so it wouldn't be a problem to share my art with the world. It's just that darn inspiration that's eluding me!!!

Anyways, a tiny update in the life of -hired- me. Amazing Jake's is alright, but I think some of the employees are just...I don't know. Maybe I have nothing to say since I've barely started there. Maybe I'm so used to being in a leadership role that I'm not used to being someone's grunt, or being surrounded by other grunts. Oh well.
With my next check, it's already spent DX a part of it is going to car insurance and the rest to my part of the rent for May. I have no idea what'll become of my cell phone bill, but oh well. I also still need to buy my perscription for next month!! GAHHH!

Is there anymore news to report? I've started my final assignment in my Professional Writing class and it is looking pretty snazy alright. I'm pretty sure I just bombed on a bunch of points for this class...let's see...
Oh yea...about fifty to be exact...
But I still have a B!
(It's hard to flunk at DeVry).

Love to my children of the night
<3

Scratching The Surface

It's official - I'm 19! And been so for almost a week and a half now <3

So much has happened since my birthday, it's almost a blur.
-Glenn and I resigned our lease and have begun to put the second bedroom together. That includes having found our perfect futon (see picture below) and getting the internets! Woo-hoo! No more driving everywhere to try and get school work done - no more suffering in the Bank of America building on Sundays!



-I Gots A Job! I have orientation at Amazing Jake's this coming Monday and I'm actually pretty excited - hopefully there will be no drama, but I'm prepared to act in a professional and mature manner.

I think those are the most exciting things that have happened so far... things are starting to look up.

No long drowning
I can look up from underwater
And see a brilliant sun
Looking back at me
And I am warmed again

Talk til later~
<3

I'm bored, Minerva

Music: (view comments below)
Reading: Guitar Girl, Sarra Manning
Activity: Laundry :D

I'm kind of going on a music binge right now, just surfing Youtube.com for music videos. So far it's been...

Katy Perry - Hot n Cold
Aerosmith - Pink
Red Jump Suit Apperatus - Face Down
Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love
Deftones - Bored, Minerva
Breaking Benjamin - Diary of Jane, So Cold
System of a Down - She's Like Heroin, Violent Pornography

Anyways... since my last post in January, lot of stuff has happened - kinda.
Still looking for job, but I've got some hopefuls, including Hollywood Video and Macy's. I'd die to work at Hollywood Video - to be surrounded by movies all day? YES PAH-REASE! Then again, I just had to resubmit my application so who knows. But cross your toes for me.

In other news, G and I are good - we might have to move back into our respective mother's homes, but that would only be temporary (I would hope) but I think that if we can both get jobs within the month, and when we sign the lease again, if they give us April for free (like last year) then we can build up again and be good. It's not like we have horrible bills or anything. I've got my half of rent (355/month), my car insurance* (110/month), and my cell phone (~80/month). I'm not paying my student loans til 6 months after graduation and I'm getting a nice amount back from the federal government so I think I'll be good. I think.

(*I had to replace my car's windshield recently! But now my car is pretty bad ass (and 100% legal) so... <3)

My birthday (aka creaking bones syndrom) is coming up. Woo? I don't know - I think if someone hadn't pointed out my birthday was coming up, I probably wouldn't have even remembered it. I can just imagine myself going "March 8th? Oh...it's my birthday today. Huh. Babe, can you pass the *insert here*?"
It's kind of sad, really. But this year I think will be a good one since I'll probably get some of my friends to come over and I do plan on having a good time. Today my friend Caitlin plans on taking me out to lunch for my birthday since she can't make it to the actual 'party' due to work.

God I'm bored. I need a job. Please.

Loves, my children~

Busy Busy Busy!

EXTRA GOODIES - my Belle X3 -->

Like the title says, life is sooo hectic right now.

I'm in the middle of a major move from my mother's apartment to my boyfriend's <3
Even though I'm a liiiittle worried about what my grandmother will think, I'm not going to give up, because this move is for meand there are so many reasons to back meup:

1- Emotional security is at an all time low and Glenn is a "therapist"
2- There are no jobs where my mom is at where I could earn a decent wage
3- My mom can't afford to live in the 2x2 apartment she's in now and it would be cheaper for her to rent a 1x1 instead
4- I'm 18 and sticks and stones will break my bones but it's my decision, not the collective-group's decision

Anyways, besides that, I think I've applied for over 20 jobs since the new years, and I'm considering going back into the retail if I'm that desperate.

I really want to get back into art but nothing is inspiring me anymore ),:

When I was packing up my old art work, I could totally see the progression from when I first started drawing to what I'm capable at now...it was awesome, and hilarious *laughs*

Well, I'm technically in class right now so I probably shouldn't even be typing this but whatever - just felt like it, you know?


Bai Bai