So...I went to go see Shrek 3 today with my mom.
Not bad. not bad at all. A little...fast paced, and they did try and expand on the jokes, but still...it wasn't the usual first-time-I-watched-the-movie high I usual get.
The Transformers movie preview though...
HOLY CRAP! I NEARLY CAME IN MY PANTS IN THE THEATER! WE HAVE TO SEE IT - ALL OF US - JOE, BRITT, ALLISON, ANYONE ELSE INTERESTED IN A MOVIE ABOUT GIANT ROBOTS FROM SPACE COME TO SAVE/DESTROY EARTH THAT CAN BECOME ANY SORT OF TECHNILOGICAL BEING - *stops short of breathe*
...yeah.
Anyways, I think my allergies are making me a little sick because after the movie, my mom and I went to the mall and my nose started dripping and I was getting sleepy.
I bought my car a new steering wheel cover!!!! It's Emily the Strange's kitty and now I want to go back and get the rest of the accessories for the car now <3
I also bought Wallflower 9, which was good. I need to re-read the series ;XD one of the reasons I like the series is because the auther draws the boys more realistic than most do, and the author is also heavily influenced by Jrock, Jhorror, and all things macabre. And she has a kitty now too <3 yay!
At work today, my sickness got worse and I ended up walking around with tissues in my face all five hours of my shift. But it was okay. I had to work on a shit load of go-backs though so that sucked. I thank Buddha practically that Melanie has been giving me night shifts. Ken would schedule me for a night shift Friday, then a morning hsift Saturday. What the fucking-honky-tonk hell is that? But Melanie is cool, I like her.
I'm cold right now - the AC is on.
Now I'm not - I shifted my tube dress so it's a parka now.
Heh heh heh...
I'm going to start working on my series of Ayumi and Jessica from Living in Wonderland on the white boards I got after school is over. It's too much to think about right now. I have study vigourously for my Geometry final so I can pass and go onto Algebra II next year, and also my American History test is probably the longest single subject test I've ever had. Three days (Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday), the first and second day having 75 multiple questions each, and the last day an essay about American foreign policy from post WWI to present. WOO! I LOVE HISTORY!
COLD! FUCK! COLD!
I shall now submit to this habitual practice known as sleep.
Good Night
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Evolution vs De-evolution
Here's a presketch of Ayumi and Jessica in a tender moment I'm cleaning up in my photoshop class at the moment.
Well, school is ending, what, next week? And I have a few things to finish up for my Photoshop Class that will kill me for sure.
1- why do we have to make a fucking animation of our fucking cartoon when all this class was supposed to be was how you use Photoshop 7?
2- I'm touching up the pre-sketch from yesterday in photoshop and will probably dedicate a day next week to uploading only the best into my scraps through a proxy at school since everything is in my U drive and my computer (this one, not my personal work computer) is fucking retarded.
But yea...a couple of my friends are graduating, but my dearest have DevArt accounts and will keep in contact with me that way...WOn'tYoU?! *threatens to gunpoint* It's all cool here, man.
Starting Friday the 25th, I plan on taking on night shifts at my work during the week so I can earn some extra cash fast before EVIT. I filled out my registration form and my mom paid the 20 dollars tuition, so I'm good to go. She just needs to mail it from her work in Phoenix.
I love my mom.
But yea, I will be taking 2 sessions of EVIT and working all summer this year and MAYBE even go to the gym at least twice a week to work out and run around so I can start to get into some shape.
Good Night, my Children, Good Night
Monday, May 14, 2007
Mutterings in the Dark
This is all for fun. Try it, you might enjoy or learn something about yourself you never noticed before. Like the fact you have a mole on your back shaped like an almond shaped like George Bush Sr.
If I had some pre sketches, I'd show them to you.
If I had the perfect person to love me, I wouldn't be frustrated.
If I had an ounce of courage, I spread it on my belly and wear a bikini to school.
If I had opium, I'd sell it for the courage.
If I had a working camera, I'd take pictures of my people and have better things to add to my portfolio.
If I had a million things to say, I'd type them up first, then photocopy them all for you.
If I had a pound of modesty, I wouldn't walk naked around my own house.
If I had no time left on earth, I'd thank whomever I was born to share it with the lovely people I've grown to care for.
If I have never said hello to you before: "Hello!"
If I wrote something on my self, it would be "Fucked" on my collar bone.
If I wasn't a virgin, my mom would know. I still am. She knows.
If I had my father in my life, I'd be smoking pot right now and not typing all this up.
If I had a single non-self indulgent thing to do, I'd be doing it now instead of being here.
If I had to die today, I'd do it with a skip in my heart, a rose in my hand, and smile in my face.
If I wake up happy tomorrow, you'll know.
Night is upon us.
Good Night
If I had some pre sketches, I'd show them to you.
If I had the perfect person to love me, I wouldn't be frustrated.
If I had an ounce of courage, I spread it on my belly and wear a bikini to school.
If I had opium, I'd sell it for the courage.
If I had a working camera, I'd take pictures of my people and have better things to add to my portfolio.
If I had a million things to say, I'd type them up first, then photocopy them all for you.
If I had a pound of modesty, I wouldn't walk naked around my own house.
If I had no time left on earth, I'd thank whomever I was born to share it with the lovely people I've grown to care for.
If I have never said hello to you before: "Hello!"
If I wrote something on my self, it would be "Fucked" on my collar bone.
If I wasn't a virgin, my mom would know. I still am. She knows.
If I had my father in my life, I'd be smoking pot right now and not typing all this up.
If I had a single non-self indulgent thing to do, I'd be doing it now instead of being here.
If I had to die today, I'd do it with a skip in my heart, a rose in my hand, and smile in my face.
If I wake up happy tomorrow, you'll know.
Night is upon us.
Good Night
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Feeding Inspiration - Intravenous
I think I'm gonna buy five of the foam core boards we have at my work and start working on a series that will some how burst forth from my head and land stratigically onto the boards.
Yeah, I'll start on that tomorrow.
Went to work today which pretty much sucked ass because I didn't want to be there. But the money should be good this week, considering I worked over 14 hours, and need to pay my EVIT fees before the 25th. I plan on taking two sessions (ten weeks) of Photo Imaging classes (5 hours a class) over the summer and end up with two full credits. It's basically (for me) a chance to expand my knowledge of Photoshop, digital photography, darkroom experiments, and work with models (basically friends from school). And considering I took the class last summer, passed, and loved it? Spending $20 on it is cake. Strawberry flavoured with the color scheme of my birthday cake with safety pins in it cake, that is. Yummy.
At about 4 I ended up at Red Mountain to witness my agonizingly worked over costume designs grace the bodies of the actors in Scapino!. NOT HALF BAD! It was actually pretty provocitave for a high school show, but hey! It's Arizona! We can pretty much do whatever the hell we want and STILL be able to get up at dawn to work and go to school. That includes hookers and human canvases, like dear Joe, who has put some of my work in his gallery which I shall show you...now...
...
Joe's Title: The Wasted Enchantress
My Alternative Title: Seductive Sea Nymph
Title: Love Machine
I think that shall be all for tonight, considering it's 11:53 PM this side of the universe.
Goodnight.
Yeah, I'll start on that tomorrow.
Went to work today which pretty much sucked ass because I didn't want to be there. But the money should be good this week, considering I worked over 14 hours, and need to pay my EVIT fees before the 25th. I plan on taking two sessions (ten weeks) of Photo Imaging classes (5 hours a class) over the summer and end up with two full credits. It's basically (for me) a chance to expand my knowledge of Photoshop, digital photography, darkroom experiments, and work with models (basically friends from school). And considering I took the class last summer, passed, and loved it? Spending $20 on it is cake. Strawberry flavoured with the color scheme of my birthday cake with safety pins in it cake, that is. Yummy.
At about 4 I ended up at Red Mountain to witness my agonizingly worked over costume designs grace the bodies of the actors in Scapino!. NOT HALF BAD! It was actually pretty provocitave for a high school show, but hey! It's Arizona! We can pretty much do whatever the hell we want and STILL be able to get up at dawn to work and go to school. That includes hookers and human canvases, like dear Joe, who has put some of my work in his gallery which I shall show you...now...
...
Joe's Title: The Wasted Enchantress
My Alternative Title: Seductive Sea Nymph
Title: Love Machine
I think that shall be all for tonight, considering it's 11:53 PM this side of the universe.
Goodnight.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Landing - Retrospect
Here's something I drew while I was bored in Geometry today. It's a character sketch of Ayumi (Mad Hat) from my friend Britt's story, Living in Wonderland. Personally, I love this character! I've always identified myself more as the Mad Hatter than any other character and actually was an EGA version of him for Halloween this year. I'll try and and get a photo from Britt or Allison soon.
It's sad that when you fall asleep for two hours and you wake up hot and near death practically, even with the AC and fan on. Oh well.
I broke up with Joe in a matter of three hours after asking him out. I'm thinking now I probably had to get it all ut of my system before he graduated. I feel a little lighter now - maybe these wings haven't molted after all.
School's going good. I had a bit of a break down this morning in Theatre though - anxiety from Scapino! and work clashing have been attacking my nerves like hell. I pretty much hid in the costume shop for the majority of class, but came out and apologized to Mr. J for being a hermit. He said it was all good, and that he had the same kind of attacks when he was in college, and more than likely high school was no differant. That made me feel better.
And the fact I took my corset off during class cause I couldn't breathe.
I WON THE ELECTIONS FOR PRESIDENT IN ANIME CLUB!!!!!!!
Well, I need to go and sleep or something. I'm not sure.
One last thing before I go; if you haven't checked out the Dresden Dolls website of even heard of them at all, go check them out! Their homepage link will be in my top five sites later tonight. I love their song 'colorblind'.
The night is still young, my children.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Revelations - Experimental Arts
I've done some "soul searching" via taking a cold shower with the AC on, and I think I've realize a few things.
First, I love to draw on people free hand. And completely out of my own inspiration, not jus someone's idea of what they want. It made me think - I know people wouldn't really be interested in letting me draw on them for a career, but what about manequinnes (sp?)? I only wish I knew where to find some though...
Also, I plan on creating a large story board that will depict my creation of the human body and will be titled "How to Build a Human". I'm going to start presketches this weekend and then start the big work when school gets out. I'm just scared of how big it's actually going to get.
---
David is letting me borrow his copy of Death Note the movie. I watched pretty much up to the part when L begins to taunt Light into making a mistake of revealing some vital clues as to how he commits his "murders". Personally, I side with Light - the murderers of this world are going unpunished everyday and our society just becomes sicker and sicker with the cancers of the new wonders borne into our world. It's sad to see little girls dressing as hookers and to hear that teenagers my age are having issues that should have hit them later in life.
In other words, I'm loving the movie. I feel asleep though because crying this afetrnoon made me exhausted.
---
My friend Allison and I have been talking about getting more into EGA and EGL and it's times like these I wish I didn't have the gender I was assigned. I'd love to come to school in EGA everyday and be a polite gentleman and be a seductive whisper on the lips of courtly ladies. But nope. Fucking X chromosomes. Oh well.
I wish I had a Lolita dress pattern - I'd love to make at least one dress once. But for now, I will just search for an appropriate hat to go with my EGA male costume.
---
I think I want one of my best friends to be my boyfriend. Britt already knows about this issue. I'm just scared. I know he's attracted to me and would treat me right and hell, he's pretty much my cup of tea - he lets me draw on him, is a bit of pervert (which I don't mind), respects me, has his intelligent moments, can be there for me when I need him, is older than me, taller than me, and looks Asian (though he's not). But I'm afraid that if I tried to change him, he might change for the worse, and I'd lose a dear friend.
I think the only changes I'd even ask him to make would be to wear a belt, use Phoenix Axe body wash and spray (I LOVE THAT SMELL - TIS THE SMELL OF RPG's FEATURING BISHIES!), and not make literal shit jokes around me (I can't stand people who joke about actual crap, it's gross and BLEHHH!).
If I asked him to change...would I have to change as well...? And in what ways?
If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
---
I want a ball jointed doll *_* Pretty.
I found her again! http://www.pullipstyle.com/nomado.htm
First, I love to draw on people free hand. And completely out of my own inspiration, not jus someone's idea of what they want. It made me think - I know people wouldn't really be interested in letting me draw on them for a career, but what about manequinnes (sp?)? I only wish I knew where to find some though...
Also, I plan on creating a large story board that will depict my creation of the human body and will be titled "How to Build a Human". I'm going to start presketches this weekend and then start the big work when school gets out. I'm just scared of how big it's actually going to get.
---
David is letting me borrow his copy of Death Note the movie. I watched pretty much up to the part when L begins to taunt Light into making a mistake of revealing some vital clues as to how he commits his "murders". Personally, I side with Light - the murderers of this world are going unpunished everyday and our society just becomes sicker and sicker with the cancers of the new wonders borne into our world. It's sad to see little girls dressing as hookers and to hear that teenagers my age are having issues that should have hit them later in life.
In other words, I'm loving the movie. I feel asleep though because crying this afetrnoon made me exhausted.
---
My friend Allison and I have been talking about getting more into EGA and EGL and it's times like these I wish I didn't have the gender I was assigned. I'd love to come to school in EGA everyday and be a polite gentleman and be a seductive whisper on the lips of courtly ladies. But nope. Fucking X chromosomes. Oh well.
I wish I had a Lolita dress pattern - I'd love to make at least one dress once. But for now, I will just search for an appropriate hat to go with my EGA male costume.
---
I think I want one of my best friends to be my boyfriend. Britt already knows about this issue. I'm just scared. I know he's attracted to me and would treat me right and hell, he's pretty much my cup of tea - he lets me draw on him, is a bit of pervert (which I don't mind), respects me, has his intelligent moments, can be there for me when I need him, is older than me, taller than me, and looks Asian (though he's not). But I'm afraid that if I tried to change him, he might change for the worse, and I'd lose a dear friend.
I think the only changes I'd even ask him to make would be to wear a belt, use Phoenix Axe body wash and spray (I LOVE THAT SMELL - TIS THE SMELL OF RPG's FEATURING BISHIES!), and not make literal shit jokes around me (I can't stand people who joke about actual crap, it's gross and BLEHHH!).
If I asked him to change...would I have to change as well...? And in what ways?
If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
---
I want a ball jointed doll *_* Pretty.
I found her again! http://www.pullipstyle.com/nomado.htm
Monday, May 7, 2007
Daily Events - Blossoming?
I guess it's every woman's bane that her hormones and immune system seem to backstab her at the last moment. I was having a cheerful day today, being kind to pretty much everyone, finishing school works, understanding everything in my math class for once. But now, Scapino! is bugging the bloody hell out of me. Ricky, a lead actor, who is technically on costume crew, acts as if he is the one and only one who understands what is going on with the costumes.
Hell no.
I designed those costumes. I put everything I am worth into this project and he seems to think that this is merely a passing fancy of mine - like a paper airplane caught in the wind, only to land peacefully in the middle of the highway. Maybe I am a bit too harsh on him though - he is a sophmore, and this is probably his first time working with costumes outside of just wearing them for a few hours. What ever.
My mother stayed home today to start applying for new jobs. Her current work at a private institution didn't renew her contract, so now she is on the hunt again. I'm proud of her to be getting back off the ground so quickly - I love my mom, seriously.
But sometimes she can be such a pain when I'm the one driving the car. I'm still learing how to drive and earning what minutes I can (I need about 1500 minutes before I can apply for my licsense) but she still seems to think that I'm still driving around the parking lot of the library at 7 AM in the morning and acting as if we were in England. It can be pretty painful to not hear her say anything except when I make a mistake.
But...since she did stay home today, I convince her to let me drive us about to go to the mall and to the library. I don't mind being alone when she is at work in the afternoons. It's my free time to chill out from school and put on a happy face somewhere deep inside. But when she's home...and I have just come home from a demanding day at school...it can be messy. However, we did go to the mall since I forgot that this Sunday is Mother's Day. I bought her an assorted box of Jelly Belly jelly beans at Fuzzywigs - I hope she likes it. I spotted the box a few months ago and it was a master plan all set from there. But...considering I was at the mall in possession of my ATM card and Hot Topic was just up the stairs...I ended up buying not only my mother's gift, but a cute early fifties style plaid dress and later Godchild vol. 1 in Borders Books.
I'll get some photos of myself in the dress at a later time.
But for now, here's a few photos of my work with Lolita fashion for fun <3
"Alice and Hatter Rabbit"
Taken at Phoenix Comi-Con 2007 Lolita Tea Party
Posted (in full view) at http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49035016/
"Pride and Envy"
Taken at Phoenix Comi-Con 2007 Lolita Tea Party
Posted (in full view) at http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49035638/
Both photos were shot by yours truely and are free for use - please just credit me by using either my blogsite or DeviantArt site (http://whoandwhat.deviantart.com).
All models were willing to be photographed and I hope to see them all again one day <3
I think that should be all for tonight. I'm tired and want to dream of Cain (Godchild).
Goodnight, Blossoms
Hell no.
I designed those costumes. I put everything I am worth into this project and he seems to think that this is merely a passing fancy of mine - like a paper airplane caught in the wind, only to land peacefully in the middle of the highway. Maybe I am a bit too harsh on him though - he is a sophmore, and this is probably his first time working with costumes outside of just wearing them for a few hours. What ever.
My mother stayed home today to start applying for new jobs. Her current work at a private institution didn't renew her contract, so now she is on the hunt again. I'm proud of her to be getting back off the ground so quickly - I love my mom, seriously.
But sometimes she can be such a pain when I'm the one driving the car. I'm still learing how to drive and earning what minutes I can (I need about 1500 minutes before I can apply for my licsense) but she still seems to think that I'm still driving around the parking lot of the library at 7 AM in the morning and acting as if we were in England. It can be pretty painful to not hear her say anything except when I make a mistake.
But...since she did stay home today, I convince her to let me drive us about to go to the mall and to the library. I don't mind being alone when she is at work in the afternoons. It's my free time to chill out from school and put on a happy face somewhere deep inside. But when she's home...and I have just come home from a demanding day at school...it can be messy. However, we did go to the mall since I forgot that this Sunday is Mother's Day. I bought her an assorted box of Jelly Belly jelly beans at Fuzzywigs - I hope she likes it. I spotted the box a few months ago and it was a master plan all set from there. But...considering I was at the mall in possession of my ATM card and Hot Topic was just up the stairs...I ended up buying not only my mother's gift, but a cute early fifties style plaid dress and later Godchild vol. 1 in Borders Books.
I'll get some photos of myself in the dress at a later time.
But for now, here's a few photos of my work with Lolita fashion for fun <3
"Alice and Hatter Rabbit"
Taken at Phoenix Comi-Con 2007 Lolita Tea Party
Posted (in full view) at http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49035016/
"Pride and Envy"
Taken at Phoenix Comi-Con 2007 Lolita Tea Party
Posted (in full view) at http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49035638/
Both photos were shot by yours truely and are free for use - please just credit me by using either my blogsite or DeviantArt site (http://whoandwhat.deviantart.com).
All models were willing to be photographed and I hope to see them all again one day <3
I think that should be all for tonight. I'm tired and want to dream of Cain (Godchild).
Goodnight, Blossoms
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Introduction - Birth
Well, it seems I've created a new blog for myself - tada!
My name is Beth, I was born in a small town you may know as Salem, MA, and am currently living in the desert of the United States of America. I live with my mother and two cats (both annoying and taking after me in the random apartment) and have a close group of friends I'd sacrafice almost anything. I still want my hands.
Currently my love life is empty, but somethings just are so. I do have one true love and that is Niikura Kaoru of Dir en Grey. I've loved him since 2005 and the firey flames of passion are still roaring.
My hobbies are photography, poetry, experimental art, writing, and reading. I love manga and anime and have been leaning towards the shojo side of the manga scale. Hmmm...
My favorite mangas are Backstage Prince, NANA, Model, BLEACH, and Death Note.
I also enjoy cosplay and have participated in the annual Phoenix Comi-Con Convention every year to date. In January 2008, you'll find me in a few differant groups, and more than likely see the progress of some cosplays on this blog.
I still attend high school and am proud to say I am maintaining a 3.6 GPA, am above average in all my classes, and actually like attending school. My favorite classes are Introduction to Computer Arts, American History 1900 - Present, and Theatre II - Intro to Stagecraft. I am currently the head costume designer for the one act Scapino! in my school's theatre arts department and hope to be choosen to be assistent stage manager for the show.
In addition, I shall be running for President for my school's Anime Club for the 2007 - 2008 year. I'm going to try and make it the best year ever since last year and this year pretty much...well...were teh suck. But I promise to make it all better.
Since it's 9:27 on this side of the globe, I think I'll retire.
Goodnight Everyone
My name is Beth, I was born in a small town you may know as Salem, MA, and am currently living in the desert of the United States of America. I live with my mother and two cats (both annoying and taking after me in the random apartment) and have a close group of friends I'd sacrafice almost anything. I still want my hands.
Currently my love life is empty, but somethings just are so. I do have one true love and that is Niikura Kaoru of Dir en Grey. I've loved him since 2005 and the firey flames of passion are still roaring.
My hobbies are photography, poetry, experimental art, writing, and reading. I love manga and anime and have been leaning towards the shojo side of the manga scale. Hmmm...
My favorite mangas are Backstage Prince, NANA, Model, BLEACH, and Death Note.
I also enjoy cosplay and have participated in the annual Phoenix Comi-Con Convention every year to date. In January 2008, you'll find me in a few differant groups, and more than likely see the progress of some cosplays on this blog.
I still attend high school and am proud to say I am maintaining a 3.6 GPA, am above average in all my classes, and actually like attending school. My favorite classes are Introduction to Computer Arts, American History 1900 - Present, and Theatre II - Intro to Stagecraft. I am currently the head costume designer for the one act Scapino! in my school's theatre arts department and hope to be choosen to be assistent stage manager for the show.
In addition, I shall be running for President for my school's Anime Club for the 2007 - 2008 year. I'm going to try and make it the best year ever since last year and this year pretty much...well...were teh suck. But I promise to make it all better.
Since it's 9:27 on this side of the globe, I think I'll retire.
Goodnight Everyone
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